I am up and not in a good way. I cant sleep. I wont divulge any sordid details. But I will say that it has been vanilla and melancholy in the least extreme phrasing. I had a good to really good day yesterday, as a matter of fact. It still bothers me how that these sleepless nights have to be a combination of my natural bio-rhythmic sleeping patterns but also an effect of the psycho-billy pills my family's doctor has me on. The truth is that I have no idea if I am healthy or unhealthy. OR, if I'm healthily unhealthy or unhealthily healthy. (Say that five times fast...fastly?.....rapidly.) I suspect the latter is the farthest from the truth. But as I said, I really haven't the slightest clue. SO, here I am listening to my new favorite friend spotify. =)I was recommended this by a very good acquaintance and after having delayed using it for months, tried it two weeks ago and havent topped using it since. Literally. I have been listening to free music albums for two weeks non-stop. I dream in music if you need an tangible example to understand the gravity of this feat. =)Not that porn was out of the question, but it is very hard for me to find any of substance, lol. AND , with this I shall leave thee. Have one on me, have a good one..or two.. or three.

Sincerely,
Crack's-in-his-thighs ;l

The Things, Places and People I remember

The best part of the holidays is that school, work, and the year itself is coming to close. It draws comparisons to dessert at the end of a really good but not overly filling meal. The year always seems to be like the toweling off after getting out of a really cold pool. IT feels good because all the stimulation awakens the senses. The year is telling us to hurry and take some unfiltered and genuine pleasure out of all the hard work that went into the past year. There are so many times that I wanted to just fall asleep against my obligations. It is completely nice that I can take all those times and ball them into a perfect pi circle and then just sort of watch the whole thing dart off into the horizon. SO I say that all the while there are things to be done remember to remember why the holidays are special to all of us earthlings. =)

Over and Out,
AmbidextrouslyCalibrated

how ?

As my semester, although short term, is coming to its conclusion, the educational engine that is mine all mine is finally warmed up. Learning something has always been a passion for me. But the ironic thing about this fact is that I always seem to gloss the details of my experience. I suppose that the logic behind my behavior is that I was just really focused in on the motivating factor that told me i wanted to learn, instead of honing my skills and enjoying, i mean really getting down and dirty with the details of the experience. I mean with the relationships cultivated, the recording of the process, and the constructive thoughts processes that were present as well. I have been turning over the idea in my mind that school is in of itself very healthy. As an institution, its purpose is to push the confines of the people's imagination, even to let these people exit the pattern of universal thought control that permeates the airwaves most days. I only need to remind my myself constantly that this place that means so much to the dreams and imagination of my present and future is only one place that still has limited potential. That the rest of the world holds the rest. I am always striving to be aware of my place as a student and participant to the entirety.

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I am rolling into 2011's holiday season with a renewed sense of spirit and happiness. I have been on the wrong wavelength with a lot of what the universe has in store for me and it has for lack of a better phrase really ground my gears. (*family guy reference) However, this years winter season is un-taint-able. I mean there is so much going on that how can a person not appreciate the things they have the people they know. I am putting all the bad stuff in the fire place and throwing a match on it this year. I know that the next year is going to fly by, too. I also know that it will be even better than this one. Until then, I will keep on the path towards success. It occurs to me that the people I know that are my age are so well off and smart that its impossible not reach for the stars with them. I will leave you with a nice picture.

Ps. Those 99 cent flatbread things at taco bell aren't that bad if you're in a bind for food. Holler amigos.

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Sincerely,

Acceptualzighs

new title new perspective

I woke up this morning feeling magnanimous and feeling so, turned on the the shower tunes playlist for youtube's very own vevo channel. It has so far been one hell of a shower. And I mean that in a good way. Here is the link and I wish you all a forever until infinity type of thursday. Press on gentlemen! http://www.vevo.com/watch/playlist/shower-tunes/09b11b5f-fbb8-4750-8569-08f18380cdf0#11

To infinity from right now

Love is the answer ladies and gentlemen. Take a good look and listen closely, there is only us and the here and now. I feel like we can do anything, it is pre-determined that the world is a better place in all aspects one hundred years from now. I think we could all wake up in the morning with that goal in mind and be comfortable with ourselves. By better I mean more and less and more beautiful and more efficient and more useful and more relaxed and smarter more feeling and understanding. EVERYTHING IS better and EVERYONE FEELS better. I believe that, I hope you do to. Good Day and God Bless.

Sincerely,

asexualsize

sup?....nothing much

I thought i would just get on here and simply blog for a few moments. I remember when era_shmooze would be driving in his car and listen to trey songz constantly, non-stop really. Well, its about that time of the year again with Trey releasing a mixtape with Cali's own Nipsey Hussle. I will leave a link to the upload site: http://hulkshare.com/yiab5dafim8t. SO my friends, have a ball and I will see you guys soon for the holiday season. I am thinking Vegas, maybe?

Sincerely,

Axialsize